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• Career change imminent and I'm stressed out

  Sat, Nov 01, 2025

  Now that it's November I am starting to feel the crunch of the looming layoff date in December. It's wild to think that in August last year I was deluding myself into thinking that I'd try to leave my job and make an attempt at going into something more aligned with my career wants or needs (more like desperation).

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• Yay for memory issues from ADHD

  Fri, Aug 08, 2025

  The worst aspects of my ADHD has been the sudden increase of issues with word recall, memory recall, and working memory. It should be no surprise that I constantly forget I have so many memory related is. When something occurs and I’m like “Oh shit I forgot,” just know that I quite literally forgot.

• One pill to rule them all.

  Thu, Aug 07, 2025

  Today was a short day at work as I took a half-day. Originally I just wanted to veg out but ended up planning on going to Costco to get our protein for the week. Normally I struggle at any grocery store with wanting to look at everything to see what’s new.

• Headaches and even more headaches

  Mon, Jul 28, 2025

  For the last few days I have been on the struggle bus with awful tension headaches, extreme eye fatigue, and in the afternoon the worst symptom of all--facial flushing.

• Nostalgia Internet from the 2000s

  Sun, Jul 20, 2025

  After spending the last week or so getting my server back in order and all of my websites updated, I started to click through old comments on one of my blogs. I was just curious to see what websites were still active and very few were. Somehow I ended up on a neocities.org hosted site.

• Finding passion in the old

  Tue, Jul 15, 2025

  Surprise, surprise but I’ve managed to dive headfirst back into the server-side world of the internet. I forgot how much I loved working with websites.